So far, so good. It's been more than a month since last I tried to self-destruct. That makes my insides feel good. I'm sleeping easily again. Dano moved in to Jeff's old room. It's nice having a room mate. He's not paying rent yet, so I guess he's still technically a guest. But, whatever. Jennifer is still being my girlfriend. She's so very sweet and kind. I wish she'd talk a little bit more. Maybe, actually, I don't ;). I'm getting set to embark on my third step.
So much has happened recently. Almost all of it good.
I had dreams of Amber last night. They were sweet and mellow and I woke up feeling sad. But, the sadness passed. I won't be calling or writing her. There's no reason to. It's just going to have to be ok for me to miss her. This is what it feels like to miss her.
I have a nice life. Thank you.
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